By Sept. 1st I was going to have a job. Putting positivity out into the universe was bound to come back around, right? This was my thinking as graduation approached. I couldn't wait to get back to working full time! Preferably as a counselor. The stress was starting to take a toll as summer set in. The yearly family trip came at the perfect time. I needed to hit the reset button on all aspects of my life and visiting the motherland did exactly that!! Coming home was tough but it made me realize I needed to let go and be at peace. Let go of the last shred of control. I put my faith in the Big Guy, and gave my trust completely. I thought, "Life will happen the way it is suppose to. Patience is a virtue."
I was doing what I love which is teaching dance, zumba, and baking cakes. Most importantly I wasn't analyzing, controlling and planning all aspects of my life. Everything was good until a meltdown hit. As I realized the job deadline I gave myself was vastly approaching I began to feel foolish, like a failure. Being optimistic is not always easy. After a good pep talk from Team Torres I pulled myself together and averted my focus to all the things I am blessed to have. After that things have been looking up and I can genuinely say I am happy! Only good things to come =)
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