"How long did it take me to get to where I am?" The question was rhetorical. To say my father is a smart man is an understatement. To say that he is a hard worker is an even bigger understatement. Repressed frustrations regarding my unemployment have resurfaced. I know I have worked hard. Like the rest of the world, especially my generation, I am waiting for the pay out. Discussing this with my family my father did a parenting tactic that I have grown to be familiar with. Asking me something knowing very well I not only know the answer but I understand where he is coming from and where he is going with the conversation. Meaning: In due time things will fall into place. It reminded me that 'patience is a virtue'. Do you know what is not a virtue? Wrath! To be in an uncontrollable situation evokes anger, frustration, and impatience. It's as though the further I go the more weary my strength becomes, the easier it becomes to feel anguish. I guess that is the point isn't it? Life isn't easy. To remain patient is not a simple feat. And though the anger and frustration is normal, it will pass...eventually.
Patience: the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties.
